a day in the life...

you know, my life all things considered is pretty good. i have a good job (s), i have people that i enjoy, i have a beautiful home, i have a girl. so what's not there? i think it has something to do with my lack of motivation, my fear of taking risks, though i want so desparately to take them.

i want property. i think i can afford it, i want to travel, i want more. my dilemma is how to get it.

hmmm.